me being a spaz in my new coat

So in the space of one week, not even a full week merely 5 days I have bought 3 coats. Who buys three coats in one week? Apart from maybe Carrie Bradshaw but even she is fictional. I'm like Alex Mack (who always wore a hat) but the coat version There was an advert for Nickolodean in the 90s and it went Alex Mack wears a hat! And it was stuck in my head literally for years.


Back to the coats, two of which are 1960s’ furry coats and the other is a lovely fitted tweed sort of coat. In total the cost of all three coats is 18 pounds which is not bad at all I am now well stocked for winter, the old lady in the Butterwick Hospice store tells me.

In other news, I find myself puking all the time these days any little thing that I see like the moldy bread in ropner park lake, the image of it ambiently floating towards me all covered in green and brown speckles has scarred me for life, not to mention the image of a duck who started nibbeling on it. BLEUGHH I can never eat bread again. I’m sure there is a character on Hey! Arnold who always pukes, I think it’s Eugene, I’m like Eugene.





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Over the week end I went to Claire’s house party it was really awesome it was nice seeing everyone again and it felt weird at first, it was like I was in a dream and these were all faces from my past which is silly because Uni only ended a couple of months ago. I’ve been ordering a lot off amazon... Quite the French theme. I had such a boring day at work. I was at the Darlington store, it was freezing they leave the front door open ALL the time, it was weird being away from the Middlesbrough store. Darlington is a weird place full of odd people. Teesside is a weird place to live I can’t put my finger on what it is and I don't know if I want to. I saw some pretty snazzy clothing items in Darlo’s charity shops today, a couple of knitted jumpers which look lovely & snug perfect for wintery time, and a belt, Im desperately in need of a suitable belt I was in Pets in need of Vets, (the best name for a charity shop?) And there was this nice old lady having a full blown conversation with herself, she kept verbally disagreeing with herself, I felt part bad, part amused it was like she did have two personalities. I’ve never seen anything as bizarre in person, I even feel bad just mentioning it. I’m not being horrible I found it’s just not something you see every day and it made me feel sad actually. I wonder what I’m going to be like when I’m old. I hope I stay relatively healthy, happy and sane …god I don’t even want to think about it. I’m terrified. I’m glad I have kept diaries to remind myself of what has happened. It is Bianca’s birthday this month, Ive been shopping on Amazon for her present, Ive decided to make it a Parisian theme, I have got her an Edith Piaf album of her greatest hits, a DVD called Chansons d’amour which has Louis Garrell in it and she absolutely loves him and I will probably wrap it in Eiffel tower paper and stick a vintage looking tag on it, I think it will be an amazing present. I also bought myself a film called ‘Dans Paris’ which also has Louis Garrell in it but it does look like a really good film



Louis being paticularly good at doing the sexy brooding look. swooon.